Monday, October 24, 2011
Cloth Diapering Routine
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Time Has a Way of Slipping..
The life of a mother is seriously exhausting at times. It is a never ending job with very little time for rest, at least in the beginning. With that being said, this mama needs a vacation! I am in serious need of recharge in order to continue moving forward with gusto. This is a twenty-four hour job with very little downtime and all I can think about lately is sitting on a beach. I just need to get away from the same 'ol, same 'ol rhythm that I find myself in. Don't get me wrong, this rhythm has been good and very much necessary but I just need some spontaneity to feel a different kind of alive. Just give me one hour on a beach alone and I could begin the journey back to my deeper self. Where am I in all this mommy self? How does one find time to reconnect with their deeper soul? That is the hardest thing for me, how to turn off the mama and turn on the Amanthus. How to RELAX! How do you relax in midst the list that never seems to quit? What do you do to reconnect with your deeper non-mama self?
Well.. need to end this post as I can hear Orlen has reached his limit with his papa. Until the next time..
Monday, September 13, 2010
Man, I Love Boobies
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
My Birthing Story
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Bustling I Go!
She has helped set me on the path to making my own cleaning products =) Why not, right? I have ordered some castile oil and borax for some upcoming household cleaners. The rest of what you need is pretty basic stuff you can get at any grocery store; i.e. baking soda, vinegar, lemon juice, etc. It's going to be so much fun! I also ordered jojoba oil and distilled witch hazel. Going to make me some baby bum wash for my own cloth baby wipes. Getting all "Little House on the Prarie" around here. Going to try my hand at water bath canning for all of the tomatoes we will hopefully have. I've been reading Well-Preserved by Eugenia Bone and feel like that wouldn't be too much to accomplish this summer. AND I have been thinking about baking sweet treats. Yesterday was about cookies and a few days ago was all about the idea of a blueberry pie made with freshly picked blueberries from our bushes out back.
By the way.. can you tell I am starting to nest hardcore? Haha! Everyday the house becomes more organized and a little more deeply cleaned. It is my way of preparing for the arrival of our little one. Starting to feel the energy build up inside me.. my body swelling with it as it prepares to birth a soul. Fucking wild man.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Thirty-one Weeks
As I continue to grow, my body is sending a clear message that I need to stop working. The days I do work, that is all I am able to do. I spend the rest of my day not moving. It will be nice to have uninterrupted time to begin the last steps of preperation for everything to come, moving at my own waddling pace. This last week I only worked Saturday and Sunday and found myself developing a nice routine during the weekday. I slept in, made breakfast, showered and then to the river park to take Granger for a little walk around our loop. I have enjoyed our quiet walks of contemplation together. It really is so peaceful. Perhaps I will switch it up this week and go on our walks first. Early morning might be a nice change of pace, especially as it starts to heat up. Must be mindful of my body temperature. Once I return home the rest of my day consists of running errands, cleaning and organizing around the house with small breaks of rest in between as needed. Oh, and eating. Really loving food right now!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Preparation
These last few months I have been really striving to take care of my growing body and nurture all of the changes that have been happening. One of the things I have treated myself to is a monthly prenatal massage. I can't stress enough to all the pregnant ladies out there how wonderful it is to take care of yourself and baby in this way. You are reducing your stress level, training your muscles to let go of tension, and increasing blood and oxygen flow, which carries more nutrition to your baby. Even if you are not pregnant, I think it a wise choice to get a massage at least seasonally. Getting the blood and oxygen flowing helps remove toxins out of your body tissue, plus all the other various benefits it has to offer.
A little over a month ago I began to experience sciatic nerve pain. What a literal pain in my arse. I immediately began to research what I could do to make this go away and found that it is one of the possible unpleasantries that come with pregnancy due to pressure from the baby and/or all the new weight bearing down on my back and pelvis. I found certain yoga poses that gently stretch the piriformis muscle, which the sciatic nerve runs through. I found a little relief by doing that. Being on my feet while I worked wasn't helping me at all and would bring more pain at the end of the day. Eventually I decided to make an appointment with a prenatal chiropractor. I learned that prenatal chiropractic work does more than just manages pain, that the pelvic structure is directly related to the uterine ligaments and muscles. Gentle adjustments to position the pelvis will allow for an optimal birth. My pain and discomfort has diminished and I continue to get work done in order to perfect my sacral alignment. Once my bones are in balance I will be able to stop treatment until I get closer to my "guess date" and go back to make sure everything is in order for my birthing experience. Studies have shown with prenatal chiropractic work that women have shorter labor times and less back pain during labor. I will have to let you know how that works out for me.
Another way that I have been achieving balance in my life has been through prenatal yoga practice. I had been using the "Shiva Rea's Prenatal Yoga" dvd until I started taking classes a couple of weeks ago at the West Asheville Yoga studio on Tuesdays. In fact, I just finished a class and I feel invigorated. I really enjoy being around the energy of other pregnant ladies that are on the same journey I am, making our bodies strong and ready for the birthing process ahead of us. How blessed we are to be creating life within us.
I am now on my second lesson of five in the Hypnobabies Home Study Course. It includes a workbook, birth partners guide booklet, quick reference booklet for labor, and 12 advanced hypnosis scripts along with daily affirmations on CD. The goal is to have a safe, unmedicated and comfortable birthing. The workbook includes information on nutrition, comfort in pregnancy, birthing plans, optimal fetal positioning, breastfeeding, etc. Right now I am learning how to enter self-hypnosis, deepen that state and begin creating hypno-anesthesia. So far, I am really enjoying the course and all that it is providing me. Just one more way I am able to prepare myself positively for my upcoming birthing experience.
Well, I should stop blogging and finish preparing for our camping trip to Hot Springs tomorrow. Going to *cross my fingers* and envision good weather for the next few days.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Oh Boy!
Why not use a doppler you might ask? After reading up on ultrasound technology I have decided to steer clear of it as much as possible. With that being said, I did go to a doctor and have an ultrasound yesterday. I felt that having ONE ultrasound performed in my second trimester would be okay. In all my research I think you can run into problems when you use the technology early on in the first trimester of your pregnancy and when you overuse it throughout your pregnancy. My reasoning for getting an ultrasound was to make sure our baby was one-hundred percent and if it wasn't, that we could be prepared. If the survival of our baby depended on us being in a hospital, I wanted to know that was the best place to birth our baby.
Luckily, HE is wonderful. His heart has all its chambers and is doing everything it should be. It was amazing to sit there and watch it beat. His spine is all closed up, so no neural tube defects. All of his organs are looking good! He has all five fingers on both hands and has super long legs. Obviously, he kept flashing his penis around and we now know he is a boy. From a quick glimpse of his mouth, the doctor is fairly confident that he does not have a cleft lip. Lil booger was stubborn and wouldn't move his hand. We also now know that the placenta is good, umbilical cord is attached where we want it to be and there is plenty of fluid in there. That will be positive information for our midwives. All this brings confidence to me as we move forward with our homebirth plan.
I am happy that we ended up finding out the sex of our bebe. I REALLY wanted a girl and it gave me an opportunity to mourn my fantasy, move on and be happy with the reality. More than anything, I am happy that he's healthy. I look forward to all the wonderful things he will be able to teach me and the ways in which he will help me grow as a person. Vice versa also, I look forward to nurturing our lil' guy. Stefen was happy with the news because he has being telling me all along that it was going to be a boy. I think he was secretly hoping for a little brother.. heh.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Here's to Health and All That Change
I started to feel lil baby taps a couple weeks ago! They are slowly growing in strength and are being felt more frequently. Brings comfort to my mama brain that everything is progressing in a healthy fashion. Speaking of mama brain, seems that all that blood flowing brings on this serious amnesia at moments. I will be talking to someone and completely forget words that I know existed in my vocabulary before. I'm really bad with remembering names, forgetting what I was saying and what I was doing.
On the productive side of things, I have the crib and changing table setup, and super soft bamboo shag rug in the nursery. Now the research begins on a crib mattress. I'm trying to be very conscious on what I am putting in our home these days. The "Healthy Child Healthy World" by Christopher Gavigan has been a resourceful book in helping me make informed choices. There are so many toxins that you can easily bring into your home that can cause health problems down the road. Unfortunately it seems the safe stuff costs so much more. I guess you do what you can and know that you are saving money in the long run to prevent against future healthcare bills. You can also save some money if you make your own cleaning products, breastfeed, use cloth diapers and make your own baby food. Those are all healthier choices for the bebe.
Hopefully in a couple of days I will take some more pictures and post for all to see my growing belly. For now, I feel like I have rambled enough.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Discomforts
Friday, January 1, 2010
Bodily Changes
Last night my dreams consisted of me being very, very busy at work. It was quite overwhelming at first and I found myself falling behind, which brought a sense of stress. A lot of stuff was going on all at once. Eventually though, I began to maintain and find a sense of calm. You can only move as fast as your body allows and then I started to catch up, gaining a sense of control over what I was doing. I was able to juggle multiple things at once with a little grace. It all makes a little more sense now.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Zac and I are having a baby!
I had a dream last night where I was at my first prenatal appointment at an office. A women was poking around my abdomen trying to find the baby, eventually she did. At this point she reaches around with her fingers pushing my stomach in so she can grab the baby and pulls her hand back out, stretching the skin so that I am able to see my very tiny baby thru the stretched translucence. Oh the warmth, the love.. and then I woke up.
I'm on the verge of being 11 weeks pregnant. Right now, I can hold our baby in the palm of my hand. Our little one is also taking advantage of all the free space in there, executing some serious water ballet moves. It will be a little while before I can feel little flutters of movement. Toes and fingers are now pronounced, have lost their amphibious appearance and our lil nugget can open and close her/his fists. Baby is going to double in size over the next week. That is some serious growth!
Friday, December 18, 2009
Winter Wonderland
Today was a most amazing day! It snowed.. snowed and snowed some more. This is the first real snow I have experienced in Asheville and I have been here for four years. Was a super day spent with Stefen and Zac.
The day started with a hearty breakfast at Chez Zacariah. We sat and watched the snow fall outside and families with their sleds in hand. Zac even saw a guy cross country skiing down our street! As you can probably guess, they don't really plow the streets around here. Once our bellies were full and settled we were ready to get dressed for the elements.
My favorite part about the snow is it gives me an excuse to wear moon boots and my yeti hat. I get my under layers on, "the boots" and then suit up in my 70's style electric blue snowsuit. Next is the scarf, coat, "the hat" and gloves. I'm ready. I grab the plaid fleece I made Granger this morning, put it on him and now he's ready. Zac's ready. Stefen's ready. We are all ready.
We have a pretty killer snow hill in our yard and you can sled right on down to our neighbors fire pit. Sledding down the hill was a blast! As I would go down Granger would chase after me. He LOVES the snow. He would pounce in it, eat it, dive in it and just plow on through. Eventually we ended up by the fire warming our noses. Once warmed and Granger tuckered out, we headed up the hill. It was time for some hot chocolate and a nap.
Once rested and some more food in our bellies, we were ready for round two. We needed more water in our five gallon bottle and some vittles, so decided to head up to the little market in our neighborhood. We suited up again and headed out with the sled in tow and the empty five gallon bottle. It would come in handy on the walk back. The snow was so beautiful, fat flakes that looked like baby clouds. There was at least 10 inches and some places deeper where the wind had created drifts.
We arrived at the store and it was full of activity. People were jolly and buying beers and stocking up on some food for the night. We filled our basket with some snacks, refilled the water bottle and checked out. Then we headed back outside and loaded up the sled. With all the snow on the ground it was so easy to pull everything back home, and we have some steep hills.
On the way back home Stefen decided to start a snowball and it kept growing and growing. Eventually it became so big that he couldn't push it and it cracked. That was just the start of Stefen's snowball obsession. At that point we were about half way home. Next, I stopped and made a snow angel. I just LOVE snow angels. I enjoy looking up at the falling snow, feeling the little cold tinges upon my cheeks and the cool crispness of the snow underneath all of my layers. Zac helps me up and I can look upon my masterpiece! Few more moments we are back home and Stefen has started another snowball.
Next half hour the snowball gets larger and eventually becomes a gigantic base for a snowman. Stefen works on the second tier and Zac works on the last. With some muscles they lift the second not so gigantic but big snowball onto the gigantic one. The head of the snowman is placed on it's body. Some twigs for arms, a carrot for a nose, scarf for effect and we have a snowman! How fun.
We were just getting ready for another Chez Zacariah experience and the power went out. All of the snow and dropping temperatures were causing tree limbs to fall upon the electrical lines and wreak havoc. Suffice to say, we had a candle light dinner. The rest of the evening was spent snuggled underneath layers of blankets.